This Friday, I'm turning 17 and then on Saturday morning, I'm leaving to go to Minnesota. I was packing today and I was thinking to myself, "I'm really leaving." I then got scared and started to worry about everything that I will be leaving behind. I told myself a thousand times that I'll be alright. That everything will turn up, but I still feel scared, anyway. Who wouldn't? I'm leaving behind all of my friends, but, they're all still my friends no matter what. All of my stuff is now packed, but it's still in a clutter. I wish that I didn't have to leave right now, but I guess it's for the best. I remember telling myself that it's stupid to vent in a journal because for the main fact a journal can't talk back. A journal is supposed to help you feel relaxed after you let it all out. Writing doesn't help someone feel better. Talking to a best friend, talking to a parent or talking to a sibling. That's what usually makes you feel better. I'm a very happy individual and I don't like to complain about stuff that happens to me because I feel like it's not my business to tell someone. I guess only one person in your life can be allowed to walk through your door. Only one person you feel comfortable talking to. There's obviously only one person you desperately need.
Well, the memories will always be there. Unless you get in a hideous car incident or something and lose your memory. But if that happens, I doubt you'd care if you had no idea the memories even existed.
If it matters at all, I'll say that I really don't mind reading journal venting.
Aw... Just hang in there, love. Know there are always people around you willing to listen, no matter what. I'm also here for you if you need me, okay? =3 GLOMPAGE! BEWARE!!! XDDD
-- "Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul, my love." "Your pretty face is going to hell." ♥ I love you, yet I still can't believe you love me, too... ♥ =Rakkaus-Metalli ♥ My Love In Cold Blood ♥
-- "Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul, my love." "Your pretty face is going to hell." ♥ I love you, yet I still can't believe you love me, too... ♥ =Rakkaus-Metalli ♥ My Love In Cold Blood ♥
-- "Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul, my love." "Your pretty face is going to hell." ♥ I love you, yet I still can't believe you love me, too... ♥ =Rakkaus-Metalli ♥ My Love In Cold Blood ♥
The Suicide Diaries: What I'm Leaving Behind 
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If it matters at all, I'll say that I really don't mind reading journal venting.
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Look Up At Me And See God. Look Down At Me And See The Devil. Look Right At Me And See Yourself.
GLOMPAGE! BEWARE!!! XDDD
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"Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love."
"Your pretty face is going to hell."
♥ I love you, yet I still can't believe you love me, too... ♥
=Rakkaus-Metalli
♥ My Love In Cold Blood ♥
Yo' so nice...
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Look Up At Me And See God. Look Down At Me And See The Devil. Look Right At Me And See Yourself.
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Look Up At Me And See God. Look Down At Me And See The Devil. Look Right At Me And See Yourself.
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"Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love."
"Your pretty face is going to hell."
♥ I love you, yet I still can't believe you love me, too... ♥
=Rakkaus-Metalli
♥ My Love In Cold Blood ♥
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Look Up At Me And See God. Look Down At Me And See The Devil. Look Right At Me And See Yourself.
I'm Jayrynn! XDDD
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"Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love."
"Your pretty face is going to hell."
♥ I love you, yet I still can't believe you love me, too... ♥
=Rakkaus-Metalli
♥ My Love In Cold Blood ♥
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Look Up At Me And See God. Look Down At Me And See The Devil. Look Right At Me And See Yourself.
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